Thursday, April 1, 2010


Hmm . This lately i keep thinking did i do a right decision in my life and am i happy with my life now ? Sometime the answer is yes and no . I can't stop thinking , wanna share story with people i love but i scare they didn't understand . *sigh . Well look at the bright side , and don't look at the dark side . But i can't see nothing at all . Am i blind ? The most strange feeling and dream is the worst past of my life come back in my mind again , i hate it damn much . I already hardly forget it but it come back again , i didn't ask to come back . But why me ? I already enough suffer for all that bad memory . Oh God , please help me to pass through ! I don't what i feeling right now , i am all white out . You can't feel me and i can't feel you .