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Wednesday, April 28, 2010

=(

ak ryndu gelak tawanya =(



urmm actually postng kli nie bkn mlbat karn cpa2 pown . . ada sak ne stu urank BESTIES ku sdang menglmi msalah with her boyfriend ~ urmm dea tiak mcam lu laek . . jarang sua dea LEPAK ama kmi . .( aque , ema , ahmoi ) urmm tiak tawu dmna silP kmi . . tiak tawu apa kmi wat . . urmm tdy dea tiak pegi skula . . urmm wisau kmi cma dea wha . . urmm . . kmi wyndu dea punya ktawa toe . . kmi wyndu dea punya lawak buduw toe . . kmi wyndu dgn jelingn mtanya . . urmmm . . .dea wha law ada msalah . . tiak mawu share ama km . . ( brrrr ! pndai siak ckp urank ! ngee~ ) itOe yg mnjdy mslah nya . . haisz ndak tawu larr . . smkin bnyak mslah yg ak hdpi skang nie . . ~ =(


p/s : full of SADNESS

Monday, April 26, 2010

tired + ngantok

ohgodd!=(

ohgodd! sungghnya ak pnat ari nie . . tlmpau bnyak keja oow . . urmm dtg skula jak risau sal gimnstik irma yg sua dsuh ma cegu sarimh toe. . urmm stu step pown tiak ada . . bha besa r kan . . tiak ada kjasma antra ahli psukan yg laen . . then risau sal note PD . . yg kena updte utk d hntr dgn pengetua . . pastoe PRESENTATION ku. . makk aiii ! kmpter ku kna FORMAT . . still d KEDAI laek . . aduuhh trpksa ak membuatnya smula . . ! FOLIA bi laek . . .! pening nya ak ... daa camtoe ! dpt ahli kmpulan pown yg SENGAL ! tiak tawu apa2 ! MALANG sungguh nasib ku !! urmm khamis nie TRESURE HUNT ! terpakSA ikut ! urmmm ! not have any group yet !! urmm HEADCHE !!
why me must be their VICTIM ! nasib bek ada kawan2 ku . .durank yag tlg wat PRESENTATION toe . . urmm so ringan ckit keja ak . . .urmmm arrgghhhh knak trun ptg ari nie ! makk aiii ! mlssnya ak ! sua r bbrapa ari nie ak tiak dapt tido dgn baek ! always rmmber abt him & HER . . .huhuhuuhuhu ! sunngh larr PENAT yang TERAMAT sangat !!


p/s : gonna be FINE !

Saturday, April 24, 2010

hang Out witHout him ~

hang Out with LoVEly FrIenD ~

untuk menhlangkan rsa kcdeyhan . . so o go out with my besties . . hang out 2gther . . urmm but i still cant 4got all thiz problem . . i misz her so damn much !



p/s : all thiz pic oledy show nice smiles . . but dlm ksnyuman itOe ada dsBliknya . .
FULL OF SADNESS ~

Friday, April 23, 2010

nerVous babE . .

be natural GURLZ

arrgghhh . .. hahaha nervous gilak ak . . sok ak kna ikut DEA pegi umahnya . . tettt ! jan pkir yg bkn2 erk . . ada parents dea . .
urmm tjuan ku pegi umahnya coz ak tlh djmpt ma parents nya . . DEA kta MOMs nya mawu jmpa ak . . adeiiii ! tkut ak gilak . .
mawu jmpa MAK MRTUA nie . . adodododoh ! ngee~ . . pdhl sslu juak ak pegi umahnya . . .jmpa MOMS nya . . tpy netaw npa kli nie ak rsa bdbar sngguh . . adoohh ! knak pkiran ak babe . . ..

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

aque bahagia dengan NEW LIFE :)


btul2 ak rsa bhagia dgn idup bru ku skang . .
ak bOle iduP tnpa dea . .
ak bOle accEpt XchEnta que dgN baek . .
hOPe hBgaN ak Ama KApEL qUE skaNg aKN bAek2 Aja Deh
Lurf u So mUCh by . .

Sunday, April 18, 2010

ATTENTION !!

i oledy change my number from CELCOM to MAXIS . .
so if u want contact me or hve smthing u want talk with me , juz call@sms my new numbr . .
and most important ! my phone will BE SILENT on a few day . .
MAYBE will be OPEN on NEXT MONTH . . .



tq !

Friday, April 16, 2010

BAD DAY :((

KINDET PUNYA PENCURI !

arrgggghhh ! bcatnya ak !! sungguh mlng dirku dlm bbrapa ari nie . . adoooiii !! firsr2 ak accident jtuh mtr . . skang nie lak . . kecurian kat umah ak . . .adooiii !! abiz brng2 yg bhrga kat umah ak toe d curik ! paling skit aty . . .duitku !! alhai punya pnat ak kmpul punya kmpul . .. tututp! ilank d curik oleh PENCURI KIMAK toe ! shitt waa . . .! daaa toe hp mummy ku . . bru bli genk ! adooii d amik juak ! notebook !! adooiii ! bisa bankrap !! shit waa pencri toe ! sial !

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

i will misz them . .

tyme camping d skula :)








Monday, April 12, 2010

sakit sungguh . .

oh god ! Sakit sungguh . . .



ak accident motor tdy . . jtuh dri mtor . . .
sakit ooww . . .

p/s : ak jumpa dea tdy . . .

Thursday, April 8, 2010

I misz her so damn much !! :((

sayang windu b sngat !! :((
arrgghh . . ak wndu dea sgat2 . . . . i cant 4got her ! i still lurf her . . . b, syg cayunk b waa ! napa juak b wat sayng camnie ? what my fault b . . answer me b ? what !! urmmm why you di thiz to me . . . syg oledy suffer with ur game !! b always make me cry ! urmm why b !! b ckp ama syang yg b chenta karn syng !! cayunk karn syng ! but . . npa b wat cmnie ! 2x sua b wat syg camnie . . smpai aty b karn !! smpai aty sngt !! syg tiak buli waa . . syg tiak kuat sua mawu alami sume nie b . . urmm !! syg lemah btul . . .
sayang CHENTA ama b !! sayang CARE sama b !! sayang WINDU ama b !! sangat2 b !! only u in my heart!


p/s : hope b dpt bca posting syg kali nie . . :(( FULL OF SADNESS !!

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

OH GOD :(( !!


makk aiii !! urmm actually ari nie ak ada practice dancing . . urmm . . so otw me mawu pegi umah kawan . . ak trpndang langt ! then ak tnmpak BINTANG KAMI !! urmm thatz mean . . ak tnmpak bintg KAPEL kami . . bintng bebris tiga !! itu r bintang KAPEL kami . . urmm . . so ttba lak ak rsa sebak when i saw thiz star . . urmm i admited !! i cant 4got her !! i still lurf her !! urmmm i crying again . . urmmm i misz her so damn !! why me be like thiz when i alone !!! I need someone !! i need someone who will can help me to 4got her !! but who's ! i have no body in my life !! only ma fwen !! but their cant understand me !! their cant feel ma feel !! urmmm !! abiz jak practice toe . . along yg antr ak !! otw blek umah toe !! tiak penah pown ak pndang ke langit ! ak tkut tinuk BINTANG toe laek !! urmm . . . smpai jak umah ! ak truz sms leenda ! i told everthing with her ! then she oledy told me yang i need 4or5 month 4 me 4got her ! oh god ! 4or5 bln utk ak lpakan suma ne !! ohooooiiii !! mty ak !! sungguh lma nya harus ak alami suma nie !! knpa camnie !! knapa harus camnie !! urmmm !oh god my room !! trllu bnyak kenangan ku sma dea d dlm bilik nie . . .! ermm cmna larh ak dpt lupakn dea kalu cmnie ! dmna2 ada kenagan ku ma dea !! arrgggggghhhhhh ! ak tiak than ! ak cayunk dea sangat2 !! b , syg windu b !

p/s : i still lurf u b !

Sunday, April 4, 2010

| EMPTY |


!! FULL OF SADNESS !!

Saturday, April 3, 2010

today is birthday naqieb !

urmmm ari nie ari jadi c naqieb . . argghhh !! i misz with him !! like i want huge him !! urmm but i cant ! coz we is not have relationship !! i regret coz tiak accept dea blek ari toe . . urmmm . . i oledy make a big fault ! tersilpa langkh !! tersilap pilih !! urmm arrrgghhhh !!! i want cry !! cry !! cry !! cry and cry !! i lurf her so damn !! i care her so much !! but why she do that like thiz !!! what my fault !!CryCryCry

LAGI ! LAGI DAN LAGI !!

CRYING AGAIN !

arrgghhh !! ak nangis laek !! why me be like thiz !! kenpa juak ak menjadi sungguh yang teramat lemah nie ! azie waa !! pleaz larrh !! jan r camnie waa !! wake up azie !! 4got about her !! go away from her life !! dea tiak perlu kan ko laek !! dea tiak syg ko laek !! juz 4got c BINATANG buas toe !! dea tiak layak buat ko camtoe !! juz think about urself !! ur study !! ur future !! urmmm but how !! i can't do anything !! my mind oledy lose !! always thinking about her !! still remmber our memories !! i'm still lurf her !! terlalu sngt syg kan dea ! tpy . . what should i do !! i oleady suffer with all thiz !! why me must be her victims !! urmmm !!! laek !! laek !! laek !! laek ak nangis !! i can't stop to cry !! when i alone !! i will remember her !! urmmm . . .arrggghhhh !!!!!!! why me like thiz waa !!i oledy hardly to 4got her . . but she's still come back in my mind !! always thinking about her ! so mcm mna mawu lpa kan dea if me like thiz !! . . .someone pleaz larr !! come in my life ! i need someone who's lurf me !! care me !! i need it all !! pleaz help me !

Friday, April 2, 2010

FULL of SADNESS :((

I'M CRYING AGAIN . . :((

arrrggghhhh !! ak nangis laek !! ak nangis laek kerna dea !! sua ku agak dea akn wat perangai laek !! smpai nya aty nya wat ak gnie !! nie karr apa yg ku dpt setelah apa yg ak korbnkn utk dea !! urmm ak bgi dea peluan kdua utk dea tbus sgla kslhan yg pnah dea lakukn dgn ak dlu . .! yessh !! ak accept dea blek !! coz ak still syg dea !! ak snggup dckp buduw ma kwn2 ku coz snggup accept dea blek !! urmm !! npa ak tiak pndai dgr ckp durank yg urank mcam DEA nie tiak pndai berubah !! urank mcam DEA nie tiak layak dpnggil MANUSIA !! coz dea tiak ada persaan !! tiak pndai jga PERASAAN urank !! she's SO EVIL !! binatang !! arrrggghhh !! why me must cry about thiz !! huh !! why i'm still care about her !! why me must still have some feel care with her !! she never think about me !! never !! urmm why me be like thiz !! be a STUPID GURLZ !! why !! arrrggghh !!knpa msty ak . . knapa harus ak lalui suma nie !! what my fault !! i lurf her so much !! urmm why me to try 4get her !! AK CAYUNK KO WAA !! napa juak ko wat ak cmnie .........??? tolong larr jwb KENAPA !!

p/s : sowe to all ma fwen ; lily , ema , tyna and dyan ! coz ak tiak dpt join kmu p MTV sok ! im weak !

p/s : to ma fwen , LEENDA !! i need u now !! ak perlukn BAHU mu !! i need u so much as my friend !! only u and KIYA can help me now !! i'm so weak now !!

Thursday, April 1, 2010

CHOICE

Hmm . This lately i keep thinking did i do a right decision in my life and am i happy with my life now ? Sometime the answer is yes and no . I can't stop thinking , wanna share story with people i love but i scare they didn't understand . *sigh . Well look at the bright side , and don't look at the dark side . But i can't see nothing at all . Am i blind ? The most strange feeling and dream is the worst past of my life come back in my mind again , i hate it damn much . I already hardly forget it but it come back again , i didn't ask to come back . But why me ? I already enough suffer for all that bad memory . Oh God , please help me to pass through ! I don't what i feeling right now , i am all white out . You can't feel me and i can't feel you .